The Solution?

I felt betrayed by my husband and by God. For the first few years I tried the usual methods of finding answers and comfort. I continued to read scriptures, something I had always done. I prayed, went to church, did my calling the best I could. I was now the Enrichment Leader working under a control [...]

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Thrown Out With the Trash

Thown out with the trash

This was a miserable time for me.  It was bad enough that my rock, my hubby, was struggling with his faith.  He was angry and hurt by things that he did not fully describe to me.  He did tell me things and I can’t believe they happened although, I am sure they [...]

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My Life Exploded

 I cried almost non-stop for about 3 days.  Hubby was very loving and assured me that he would do what it took to make sure his decision would not hurt the family, even if it meant that he would have to leave.  (As if that would not hurt).  We did not explain to the children what [...]

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How My Life Ended

How my “real” life ended
19 12 2007

As a child, my family went in and out of activity in the church. My mom made my little sister  andI go to church while the rest of the family stayed home. I hated that. It caused me to notice that people looked down on me. My father was [...]

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Someone to Talk To

I have decided to start a blog.  I am afraid this blog site will end up being a little depressing as I feel the need to do this based upon my feelings of utter loneliness.  There are times that I just feel like I need to talk to someone but I can’t.  I have learned [...]

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